CLOSE TO EVERYTHING I'VE EVER WANTED!!

You know...the more you talk to people...the more you earn their trust and get to learn alot more about them than ever before...I find out alot of things I never knew by being people's friends and earning their trust and even if it feels like you're going nowhere...you're actually going somewhere very special to them...their hearts...are very sacred and specail place to everyone.Never give up when you feel like you're stuck in a ditch with some one you really want to be able to trust you beacuse actually you're traveling smoothly on the highway to their hearts.

It's kinda depressing here in my room...maybe it's because I didn't get enough sleep last night or maybe bcause it's pretty dark in here...or it could be both...anyhow it makes no difference...the point is I'm tried and my eyes are drooping.

I am so crushin' on that guy I told ya'll about last night!!I really hope he likes me because I have never had anybody just sit there and talk to me like that before....being so sweet and all....for the first time...I didn't feel like a troubled teen...just looking for a friend...I felt like a real person...a person who was alive...not dead inside...the butterflies really woke me up!!

I guess that's all I have for today...Ummm...I got play practice tomorrow!!YEA!!

BYE EVERYBODY!!